im so bored, today is another useless day and i still have another hour till i get out of class. kayla gave me a present todya so she doesnt hate me, i feel really really out of hte loop lately and im not sure wether its worth it to keep trying to be in it. im not even myself with them most the time and they are a lot of drama. i dont like havign to work for friendships either. i dunno they are fun though... it might be my fault in how i prioritize friends, the way i barely hang out at lunch with them anymore. im hungry...