im terrified of the future, of what you are and what you do, of myself and how i act, how i think.

something beautiful struck me today. ill watch in pain as it will fade. so much work to last for a few beautiful moments.

something of a much greater beauty holds on to me. and holds the ideas that i am not capable of matching the level wonderful things that are being recieved. of that which i offer cannot be compared to everything that you hold.

Im fighting to believe in you, that i will no longer be abandoned. i trust you with me, no matter where we go.