hmm i wish i had things to say. that feeling when you need to write somethin but then you really have nothing to write. when im all content with the world then i end up with nothing to complain about. im thinking that is supposed to be a good thing.

i think i should be better at taking feelings and forming them into words. that would enable me to express all that i am. this would give me the freedom to express to which extent i feel.

either way

im thinking im ever so lucky to encounter who i encounter, and to find someone so wonderful.